June 6th, 2002

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i'm still worried and a bit scared, maybe i should talk with my mum about this thing but she would get all upset and horrible, "you will die" etc etc. buuuh. [and why is my period late?]

i have alot to do today, tomorrow and this weekend. stuff that includes csn, skattemyndigheten and different banks and letters. and i will fix all the clothes i've bought, or rather, my mum will fix them for me, she's way too kind. i love one of the dresses i've bought, too bad it's a bit warm to wear now. and i have to fix the cd burner, i'm just afraid my computer will crash or so. hmm maybe i should do that now, i'm tired of sitting here being unproductive. but i've written lots of important papers and so, how mature of me.

i've decided to keep svartnos here in town with me until i leave for vienna, even though she might have it better in the garden of our country house. i just need her here when i'm living alone, and to say goodbye to her and so..

i'm currently listening to a beautiful song in japanese, reading a funny book about star signs, trying to see if everything that's written is true. it says taurus women are never whining and complaining. i don't think i could trust this book. but it also says this: "as you get to know her better you'll realize that this girl can be a tower of strength. she's seldom demanding, except in the area of loyalty [true], and her disposition is generally even, down-to-earth and pleasant. people love her straightforward, easy-going manner - it's as relaxing as a warm bath. she's probably fond of warm baths herself, with lots of oils and bubbles." and i thought that maybe it isn't so bad after all.

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