October 11th, 2005

blad

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the chaos, the sickening feeling, the uni-work, the frustration, my dirty room, the lack of money, the future panic, the blank and numb mind, worries for my friends, - it's all corrupting my mind and driving me maaaad! tonight i dreamt, but the wrong things. waking up feeling sick.

i know you're tired of hearing complains, but i need to get it out here.

but my friends here are great and on friday i go to stockholm even without money to meet anna, tomas, naomi, hannibal, and dance the pain away.

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